Well lol i dun rly see wads de use in updating this blog now... i mean its been like forever since i tink anyone has seen dis blog... lol so juz crap as a memory and message to myself.... well Ive been tinkin a lot recently lol.. n realised I cant really be happy wif my actions... lol... well its been 8 mths since ive patched wif her... well recently im startin to feel my actions has been foolish lol... i wud regret it but in the end i do it again... hahas feel stupid and believe anyone else who will read this post will feel so too... lol i know im supposed to grow up, mature i mean ive already lived 16 yrs of my life lol... lol i realised dere is somethinn i still cnt get over... tinkin whether i shud apologise... lol
Japorean SOUL 12 @
10:40 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Lol lucky... didnt turn out that bad lol anyway thx hui wen lol noe u will nvr see this lol!
Japorean SOUL 12 @
8:26 AM
Saturday, October 17, 2009
sian flunked oral man... D and T theory oso die wad shud i do im like screwed sial.... omg omg omg omg... Dam
Japorean SOUL 12 @
7:30 AM
Well I can't sleep... I feel like an ass hole... Cant believe i made her sad until like dat.
I'm scared I can't bear to see her like dat.. and knowing that it was caused by me .... i Don't know wad to say... I wanna just beat myself up... but i know she wouldn't like it.
I don't know what came over me but i just did the one thing I shouldn't have
INJURE MYSELF on purpose as a form of relieve from stress
Well I feel lost and i Dont know how to make it up to you
So girl if you are reading this I just wanna apologise and I hope you will forgive me... I can understand if you don't. But I hope our relationship won't end... I seriously can't live without you... If possible give me another chance I swear that I will change ... one last thing in the end... Smile don't frown you look the best with a smile so smile kay... well im gonna try to sleep but i don't really expect to be able to sleep... lol :)
Tok to me when you feel better alright?lol hahas
Japorean SOUL 12 @
6:36 AM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Went to the f1 pratice race on friday wif pra phil and josh...lol we were lost for like 30 mins... lol got to catch the f1 for half an hour... lol oso watched the carrera porshe race... lol the char siew pau there costs like 12 bucks... lol... ltr got free red bull lol den i turn siao lol! played maximum tune... and finally we went home lol was fun...
lol.. injuries dat day... pravin ashok... becos of table hockey... the hockey putt flew at his stomach and finger
Japorean SOUL 12 @
10:33 AM
Monday, September 21, 2009
Well ytd was our first match in the isibl backetball league... we played against maris stella high school... we lost by 3 points
55-58
Got scolded and even slapped cos didnt put in effort lol~~
well the nxt match is on the next sunday... hehe:) gonna play harder....